Gotta Vent

So I know that absolutely nobody actually reads this blog, which is ok. I just feel like venting right now. I can't believe that my relationship is ending the way that it is. I've been trying to be understanding, but frankly, it's all frustrating. I am attempting to be the good guy and making things as easy as possible, but there is something in the back of my head telling me to revert to how I use to treat things (before I met her). I love her, but after this latest stunt, I'm afraid that there is nothing left for us. She made that decision, but I believe that I am the one that may have to cement it.

So now I'm all alone, and I feel like I need to get back out there and meet some more new people. Not sure if I said this before or not, but I have some of the best neighbors! They've been helping me cope with this rough transition. I cannot ask for much more than that. I still have this void that I feel like I may need fill soon.

Just want to send my condolences to the family of a close friend of mine. RIP Kei', I know the whole process of Chemo and Radiation was hard on you, just know that there is no more pain. I am still wearing the rubberband that you gave to me (Preventable, Treatable, Beatable!). You will definitely be missed. Thanks for the talks!

If you've made it this far, I would like to thank you then. I didn't realize that people actually came here lol. I would like to hear from you if you do!

I guess I don't have enough time to go off and completely vent, I still have to do my job. I'll update this once I get a chance to

The 1st in a while

Wow, my 1st blog entry in almost a year and a half. Man has a lot changed in my life. I have my own place (in Uptown), I've begun the process of starting my own business, and everything is still going well at TCF Bank.

Feelin kind of alone: I have a couple of amazing neighbors, who also happen to be my friends. I've had family over at the new spot, and a few other friends, but I still feel kinda alone. I hate feelin this way. I need to go out and meet some new people. My girl decided she wanted to end or relationship while I was in the process of moving, so that definitely does not make the transition much better. I do however, have a goal to reach, and am staying motivating to meet that goal. Nothing is going to detract me from this, so I'm gonna just keep my chin up and keep it movin'. After all, I have to maintain this mindset if this world is gonna be mine lol : )

I am going to try my best to keep this thing updated. I am going to be back on here tomorrow with more thoughts. It's time for bed now! Good night all