So I know that absolutely nobody actually reads this blog, which is ok. I just feel like venting right now. I can't believe that my relationship is ending the way that it is. I've been trying to be understanding, but frankly, it's all frustrating. I am attempting to be the good guy and making things as easy as possible, but there is something in the back of my head telling me to revert to how I use to treat things (before I met her). I love her, but after this latest stunt, I'm afraid that there is nothing left for us. She made that decision, but I believe that I am the one that may have to cement it.
So now I'm all alone, and I feel like I need to get back out there and meet some more new people. Not sure if I said this before or not, but I have some of the best neighbors! They've been helping me cope with this rough transition. I cannot ask for much more than that. I still have this void that I feel like I may need fill soon.
Just want to send my condolences to the family of a close friend of mine. RIP Kei', I know the whole process of Chemo and Radiation was hard on you, just know that there is no more pain. I am still wearing the rubberband that you gave to me (Preventable, Treatable, Beatable!). You will definitely be missed. Thanks for the talks!
If you've made it this far, I would like to thank you then. I didn't realize that people actually came here lol. I would like to hear from you if you do!
I guess I don't have enough time to go off and completely vent, I still have to do my job. I'll update this once I get a chance to
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